adriontap:

Should be asleep, but just wanted to get this out of my head.

I attended the district day at Pleasant Grove today. I must say I was really excited about the whole entire thing. Let me just get this out of the way now haha- there were hell of white people there! It would be like a Key Club Fall Rally but for white people?-ionno haha. Don’t get me wrong I love whites :] some of my best friends are. Anyways I totally regret not attending my freshman or sophomore year, pretending I had something to do instead (well summerwork but idt i worked on it).

So many people were enthusiastic in a way and talked with actual interest of the other persons conversation. Anyways, after all of the ice breakers and what not, we were split into our groups. I was chosen once again as historian.

First reaction to my occupation, “oh not again, not like last year.” Last year, I did nothing for the job. I was a complete failure at it- my friend Ken sort of helped me and the other historian did nothing. She had senioritis from day 1 in ASB, persuading me that the job is “cush” and doesn’t take as much effort. I was f***ing wrong.

A leader should have known that every job that goes on in any group is important. Even if you are just a job like sports or staff appreciation, you should focus on your task as well as help with others. I cannot believe why I let that happen. Maybe it was because I was having the worst school year gradewise of my life, but who knows.

I wanted publicity or clubs, as those were something I probably could really do some actual productivity. No, no no no. This year, I actually want historian. By being chosen for this job again must mean something- I didn’t put that on my interview sheet yet I was chosen. My guess is it is another opportunity, a retribution for my faults. I will do this better. And I even have a good partner this time- one that is not a senior.

I cannot let this get to me. Many people, many people think that ASB does nothing. Honestly our school does less than other schools, but it actually is a lot. I was almost completely given in to it being something that everyone says. It is the backbone of the school and the activities. Just like KEY Club, it is misunderstood.

“Do you make keys?” or “It is a community service club?”

Nope, it is way more than that. ASB is is just the same. I should show more pride for having the opportunity of being a leader. and now im rambling… as im reading it in my head now haha

I apologize for my rambling and overbombastic jabber so I’ll spare you now. I will not fail myself this year. :]

PS. I saw Kathleen and Kriz come from their Link Crew workshop :D Missed them

haha I’m from Laguna Creek Highschool 2007, is this the Pleasent Grove in Elk Grove that im thinking about? I always think its funny when i hear from people so close around me on Tumblr @.@